3.05.2010

Discouraged, Yet Hopeful

I have felt incredibly discouraged about not hearing anything from the other 7 graduate schools I have applied to, especially since I have seen on Poets and Writers that several people have been accepted to the schools and programs I applied to. Part of me thinks I should throw in the towel and resign my hopes of getting in anywhere. It would help make it a lot less painful when I get 7 rejection letters, or notices of being placed on a wait-list, which isn't any more fulfilling than not getting in.

But another part of me truly believes I am a gifted and talented writer. Another part of me knows I have what it takes to make it in an MFA program and get out of it exactly what I am looking for. I need to believe in myself more - in my talent and my desire. Maybe that will help me along a little bit.

1 comment:

Laura Jane said...

Cheer up, Buttercup. Even if you DO get 7 rejections, it means that you have the opportunity to take the next year and work your ass off to focus on writing and honing your voice and applying again next year. Not a loss: an opportunity.

And you? You ARE a talented writer. Grad school apps are a crapshoot and their decision doesn't have any bearing on your talent.